I believe that you came into my life the day I was born.
There were many down the generational line who battled you.
Some battled you through denial and control, some through isolation and avoiding people, and some through alcohol abuse…
I remember as a 3rd grader, a teacher pulling me aside and telling me that I needed to SLOW DOWN. She put her hand against my chest and said- “Child, you are going to give yourself a heart attack if you don’t slow down.”
My grandfather died of a heart attack and my father still to this day, suffers with heart disease…
…you have killed and you have wounded my family- you have made many of us cower from the full life that the Maker intended when He made us “fearfully and wonderfully”. https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Psalm%20139:14
I recall as a pre-teen waking up one morning and sensing that nothing was the same inside of me.
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